Henry Holtz is a meditation teacher and engineer exploring non-duality, consciousness, and the paradoxes of awakening. His work brings together deep spiritual insight with direct, embodied experience, follow Henry on Twitter
We talk about the nature of awareness, the illusion of self, the trap of seeking, and how spiritual awakening unfolds through deep honesty and surrender. Topics are outlined in the timestamps below.
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Timestamps
00:00 – Intro
02:50 – The shift from “I am the thinker” to “thoughts arise in me”
05:40 – How meditation reveals what was always the case
08:30 – Chasing spiritual states vs recognizing the present
11:20 – The illusion of a future enlightenment
14:10 – How self-improvement becomes another ego game
17:00 – Is there ever an endpoint to the spiritual path?
19:50 – Practice vs surrender and the apartment metaphor
22:40 – How meditation helps in daily life and engineering
25:30 – Stress, discipline, and clarity at work
28:20 – The “dark night of the soul” and spiritual depression
31:10 – Letting go of self-improvement and facing sadness
34:00 – Stability, grounding, and small daily actions
36:50 – The illusion of self and what the robber sees
39:40 – The mind’s frameworks can’t contain reality
42:30 – Spiritual traps: idolizing teachers and bypassing the present
45:20 – Searching for awareness while looking from it
48:10 – The deeper paradoxes of perception and being
51:00 – What is the default mode network and its spiritual role?
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